Gabriel

so i was reading brave new world today or rather someone i was hanging out near was reading it and i found i could read over their shoulder

man.

babies from bottles, drugs everywhere you look, handed out to you by the government, and sex was encouraged all the time and with multiple partners

he musta had some really good drugs when he wrote that

either that, or had a really fucked up childhood

speaking of which, i never thought i'd say it but my mothers haven't been in to bug me lately and i miss them

but i will not say that twice

she came out of the coral reef today
i didnt like it
she went back in
am i wrong
to want to keep something so beautiful to myself

Lord knows I'm weak
Won't somebody get me off of this reef?

I swim but I wish I’ve never learned
The water’s too polluted with germs
I dive deep when it’s ten feet overhead
Grab the reef underneath my bed

Sublime, "Bad Fish"


This soulless floating sucks the life from me. The bubbles mock me in their frantic dance to the surface and escape.

The dark hole beckons. Someday they'll wake up and I'll be caught in the filter. Then they'll be sorry.

my moms were in town the otherday.

they always have things to say about the way i live my life. i mean, its my life why cant i live it the way i want. so i keep my girlfriend in the coral reef. they dont know why and i cant exactly tell them can i.

and they just dont understand what its like to be in school with all these bottomfeeders. they live in their pretty world outside my reach and we just cant understand each other. i think maybe i should try to end it all. the black hole in my world beckons me every once in a while. like now

i mean, why should it matter if i go to the dark side

nobody understands.

why not go over to the other side

oh, right. because i need to have dinner first. man, am i hungry. who do i have to kill to get some food around here

the water is all around me
if only I could drown in it
but cruel fate is against me
i can only float
the bubbles mock me